Dear Diary,

Things I've done today:

• Training session (weights)
• Body Attack Class
• Body Combat class
• Purple schema tasks
• Piano practice
• Reading for book review
• Watching Oz/Archiving

Other things on my mind today:

• My sense of isolation
• Lack of motivation
• Diminishing sense of hope
• Fatigue
• Thinking about garden stuff.

I had an interesting bit of banter with the lovely lady at the gym today. She told me a funny anecdote. It was non-gym related. I wonder if I should stop analysing every interaction I have with a woman i fancy. Then again, I wouldn't be me if I didn't over analyse that shit. I've been watching a lot of Oz lately, and the prison surroundings remind me of my life in a lot of ways. I feel like I am in a prison of my own in certain ways. I don't know whether that's comforting or depressing.