Dear Diary,

So the activist socialist friend of mine invited me to a buddhist thing tonight. I just got home. It was nice. I think my anxiety is getting quite bad. I really liked how all the men were really open about themselves. One guy talked about his experience with sex, another guy talked about his feelings about temptation, another guy talked about his depression and being a bisexual black man. Then another guy talked about patriarchy and feminism and how sex is ruined by male domination.

Getting home was relaxing, then I felt anxious. I might go again next month. Was a nice opportunity to see Activist girl for the last time.

Tomorrow I'm leading a rehearsal for that show playing at Edinburgh. I wrote the songs, I guess I have the priviledge of temporaily being the music director for the rehearsal. Although right now I'm just tired and my anxiety is shot. I was impressed at how open the guys were. I value openness. I didn't talk much, but I quite preferred not talking.