Dear Diary,

So I've finished watchign Oz. I think its been about 10-11 days watching a show that was 56 episodes, 6 seasons and a lot of darkness.

God now I can get on with my life. That was a really fucking long show.

Been thinking about my birthday. I feel miserable about it. On the other hand I have lots of things not to feel miserable about. I almost have hope.

And I also have no hope

I am on the cusp of it all once again.

I hope next year will be different. Like I said last year (I'm guessing). I hope next year will be better. Last year was worse than this year. I guess by that as a comparison, its better.

I can't sleep. Now that I've finished Oz. I might lay in bed and snack.