Monday, November 30, 2015

Dear Diary,

I think to myself lately that the most aspirational thing I can do is sit in front of a computer in quiet conditions, on my own terms.

I'm trying to do that today. I'm working on a backlog of things, as well as planning my week.

December is a hard month. The dark months are hard for me, but I've been fighting well lately.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Dear Diary,

Lately I've been doing some online betting, and doing fairly well (at least sofar). I need to do it in a more controlled fashion.

My night terrors have taken a turn for the worse lately. Nightmares bleed into my waking hours.

I feel that my best response of dealing with it today is