stupour

Yesterday:

• Went to work
• Got home from work
• Wanked
• Went out to gig
• Late to gig (ate takeaway tiwce)
• Gig
• After gig: go to local metal pub in camden
• Surprise conversation with three guys from secondary school
• Anxiety attack - leave the pub and sit outside.
• Covnersation with guys outside pub
• Go home
• Drinks at my place with two of the guys
• Possible faux pas
• Wank before sleep

Today

• Woke up too late for gym
• wanked like 5 times
• practiced piano
• ate a lot
• Felt lazy

Right now I put the computer on the desk and am trying to catch up on stuff. My brain is feeling quite stupoured. Trying to do stuff.This week has been unexpectedly busy: I'll review the week:

Monday: work, gym, garden meeting

Tuesday: GP, go and see musical,

Wednesday: Funeral, travelling, double gym session

Thursday: Shopping for trousers, triple gym session

Friday: Gig, work, post-gig social stuff, travelling throughout

Saturday: Stupour

 

Emotionally a lot going on today. I think I just need time to space it out, pace it out. I can't go on top gear all the time. I'm resting today.