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Conatus; the striving
The ongoing story of my life.
Monday, March 29, 2010
When will I ever be good enough?
When?
when I'm thin? Yes
When I have a new girlfriend? No
When I'm in a PhD? Yes
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March is over already?
Maxim: Avoid being overly involved with the internet
My upper body pain and other maintenance tasks
Irksome feelings
Prospects for the week
practical targets
weight data
When will I ever be good enough?
Decline and fall
Forward
The long day
The day today
Week thoughts
Oh well, onwards...
Inner conflicts
Bubbling inside
Family and old wounds
i don't like myself
stages of man
triggers
15:42 (bulimia rising)
Worries
The things I cannot control
I'm feeling kind of upset right now
Girls who understand (even when I don't)
two instances don't make a pattern
Positives of today
The depraved
Morning person
(P)urged
The shirt that I earned
Other things going on: cancelled Dentist and Optic...
PhD application nearly completed
the return of routine, and the aggressive job hunt
It's like school again
Being around other people again
Busy as hell
Mummy's boy
The girl who likes me (Introducing Sandra)
My goals
Household items
the lies of the mirror
Calmer, but still annoyances
facing the demon
A deserved kick up the arse
Mia and the nightmares
From 'Piled higher and Deeper' [PhD]: How grad sch...
Another distressing dream
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