Dear diary,
There's a fuckton going on. Emotionally, psychologically, in terms of events yesterday.
Summary for yesterday:
- Massive anxiety about timesheet issue - was resolved in an unexpected way, but I had massive anxiety still
- Attractive female colleague I've been working with for a month (lets call her Phrygia)says her ggoodbye, I feel confused emotionally, I think I do fancy her. I feel like I'll miss her.
- No lunch or gym yesterday, due to poor planning/sleeping late/rushing
- Felt weird about seeing all the freshers at the nearby university hanging about - lots of stuff in the media about freshers week and people starting university. It's kind of ....it's ...more memories of the past
- After work I unexpectedly went to visit Friend who is having a baby with his Girlfriend - had unexpected pizza. Went home later than planned
Today - massive backlog of shit today. Got to get on with it. I woke up late, had a long wank and just finished lunch. I have 2 hours to do a fuckton of stuff. Will I get it done? This doesn't feel like my day off.
Other things that may be of note:
- Massive anxiety over the past few days
- Busy weekend that I've not planned
- Planning meeting that I dont want to go to
- Garden stuff being busy
- Tired as shit
- Money problems
- My friend wants me to be a best man of sorts at his wedding...
Onwards I go, feeling fatigued. Do I even want to do gym today?
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