Dear Diary,

 

Sunday felt like a nightmare. How it actually appeared? That's up for debate. I have this very bad feeling that the editor and the subs are going to report me and say I was performing really badly. Most of the day was actually not bad in terms of anxiety, and then it hit me towards the last couple hours. I think the last hour, even the last half hour just felt like an eternity. 

 

Then stuff started feeling like it went 'wrong'. I got home with my heart racing and I couldn't do very much once I was at home. 

 

Today is a new day...maybe less anxiety. I have no more time to write blog stuff right now. So I'll maybe see ya later.