dear diary,

 

So I have some working hours for the next month. This has two implications:

• On stuff I can afford right now (or rather, cant afford)
• On stuff I had planned 

 

Most routine tasks will have to fall to the wayside. My calendar schedule looks like a bomb shelter right now. I'm trying to sort it now.

I'm very worried about money. Every pound counts with travelling. I'm not getting paid basically until about late october, due to the way payroll works, and I definitely could use the money to help me out. My mum said she would in principle help me out, and I'd pay her back. 

 

If I paid back my parents for everything they've done for me, it would be like paying 5 mortgages. I owe them the world, 5 worlds at that.