dear diary,

 

I've not practiced piano that much lately, my anxiety is making me feel/think that it is a waste of time. I'm losing interest in my interests. I need to force myself to make time for piano. Maybe if I make it really specific and direct, open and shut what I want to do, then fuck back on to what I have planned.

 

I think I once said in my blog that the more busy I get the better and more efficient I am at doing lots of things. Or something like that - or hoping something like that.

 

(I am doing my weekly/mmonthly review right now)