Right now I have so much to do and I'm just getting along the slog of it. My parents are off on Holiday tomorrow so they are quite hectic. Yesterday I went to the gym after counselling, and then I went into the sauna. I sat next to a cute girl and a fairly buff guy, I realise that in porno scenes that involve a sauna, the actual sauna convection isn't on. I suspect its not even a real sauna, but some kind of wooden wall and a bench that people fuck in.
Counselling was interesting. I talked about two things that make me feel very uncomfortable and that I haven't really confronted. Marie, and the incident when someone abused the support group that I used to run. I used to be such a different person back then. I was someone who was caring. What happened to me? well, Marie did, and I was dismantled and rendered ever sceptical by the incident with the psychotic girl who caused harm in my group.
This morning I woke up late (again) and I as left thinking about her.I used to be so different back then. It took me a long time to get out of bed, I felt immobilised by that negative line of thought. It was also so tempting as well. Anyhoo, I am now getting on with applications. There's a job I really want to apply for, so I'm shooting out (or trying to) a few applications for today. I've met a bit of a hitch. One of the questions is asking my past addresses over 5 years of history. I cant remember everywhere that I lived in 4 years as a student and one as a non-student. I'm digging up unusual records in order to discern this. Trust me to have eccentric records.
I should say a bit about last night before I go back to working on my applications. I went to the local community group that I visit, and I offered to give some info to one of the people organising a future event. I need to deal with that later, but its low priority. I also had a chat with a guy in the pub afterwards about the video we saw. That's a topic for my other blog though.
Okay back to work. These applications won't do themselves.
Counselling was interesting. I talked about two things that make me feel very uncomfortable and that I haven't really confronted. Marie, and the incident when someone abused the support group that I used to run. I used to be such a different person back then. I was someone who was caring. What happened to me? well, Marie did, and I was dismantled and rendered ever sceptical by the incident with the psychotic girl who caused harm in my group.
This morning I woke up late (again) and I as left thinking about her.I used to be so different back then. It took me a long time to get out of bed, I felt immobilised by that negative line of thought. It was also so tempting as well. Anyhoo, I am now getting on with applications. There's a job I really want to apply for, so I'm shooting out (or trying to) a few applications for today. I've met a bit of a hitch. One of the questions is asking my past addresses over 5 years of history. I cant remember everywhere that I lived in 4 years as a student and one as a non-student. I'm digging up unusual records in order to discern this. Trust me to have eccentric records.
I should say a bit about last night before I go back to working on my applications. I went to the local community group that I visit, and I offered to give some info to one of the people organising a future event. I need to deal with that later, but its low priority. I also had a chat with a guy in the pub afterwards about the video we saw. That's a topic for my other blog though.
Okay back to work. These applications won't do themselves.
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