I just bit the bullet and asked my referees (for my 4 past applications) for another reference. Who knows what will happen? I'm scared, shit scared. I just did it without thinking too much. Of course I was reluctant. I consider this my last PhD chance before going into work applications.
In other news, my relationship with food is changing. Food is a comfort for me, an emotional barrier, like as if to say; 'at least I have food' when things are getting me down.
I should learn to just say 'i'm fucked' and accept it. Well not just accept it, but plan how to get back on track.
I feel like a loser, but at least I'm in front of the computer again, I've been away for a couple of days being at my girlfriends place.
I got more applications to keep getting on with. Rolls royce rejected me but they said 'don't give up'. How nice of them
In other news, my relationship with food is changing. Food is a comfort for me, an emotional barrier, like as if to say; 'at least I have food' when things are getting me down.
I should learn to just say 'i'm fucked' and accept it. Well not just accept it, but plan how to get back on track.
I feel like a loser, but at least I'm in front of the computer again, I've been away for a couple of days being at my girlfriends place.
I got more applications to keep getting on with. Rolls royce rejected me but they said 'don't give up'. How nice of them
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