Dear Diary,

It's nearly 1am and I can't sleep. I'm worried that this insomnia is affecting me again. Yesterday was a fluke and today was a passable fluke. Ideally I'd like to sleep ight now and then wake up at 6am fresh for wednesday. I'd do job applications and really push myself. I'm scared to embrace all that. I am also challenged by new situations and find it hard to let go.

I need to let go...let go...let go...