did some christmas shopping today. I'm trying to be focussed and avoid procrasturbating. I had a wank last night, and I stayed up for hours. I almost feel like (maybe thisis my late 20s self talking) if I wanked less I'd get more done, I feel like denying my wanking urges feels like a heresy, like how people don't drink alcohol in pubs - however I don't drink much these days when I got out, so I guess I'm already an heretic. I'm going out this friday, I must think about not drinking. 

 

I am also thinking about Christmas presents which do not involve 'buying'. I have a lot of family and that means lots of gifts. I have 'secured' a few gifts that are low cost but are also nice enough to be gifts. I've got to get ready for work now...