dear diary,

things I did on thursday:

• felt exhausted - afternoon gone
• christmas shopping -mostly packaging
• body combat class (last one of the year)
• bought clothes - inc. nice marvel comics t shirt
• GP appt
• Booked another GP Appt
• Job Search
• Sent 6 applications

 

Something I'm doing lately is a 'time trial' sort of thing, where I set a timer for tasks which gives me the impression of feeling in a rush, and stresses the importance of my task. 

 

I'm also thinking a bit about mindfulness. I spent about an hour watching 'jesuit conspiracy theories' on youtube - why? just because I was procrasturbating. Got to be more mindful of my priorities, and not look at machinima/IGN pop culture youtube videos. 

 

Also I ate a fuckton today. I love my new protein powder, which I shall refer to henceforth as 'my steroids'. 

 

nearly 4am. better go to bed. I'm playing my DSBM playlist and will wake up to some nice suicidal black metal.