quick post to say

first day at placement at sentinel multimedia - it was pretty busy. After work I did some weights and a gym class. Got home, ate a bit of takeaway, tidied up. Felt tired, not had much time. It's past midnight and I should be winding down for bed now. I'm behind on sleep and worse still behind on my errands.

It's hard trying to keep a house tidy and live this life. It's only for 4 days. I need to focus on what is at stake - and estimated extra £266. I am going to have 4 work days by the end of this week and even though I didn't get the jobs. I feel some kind of hope...hope is the hardest thing to have sometimes.