went ot job interview today. 2nd in as many weeks. I am not feeling so good with anxiety lately. I think that I need to lay down for a moment. I am reluctantly saying 'no' to the gym tonight. I also bought some comfort food just earlier in the form of 2 'chicken strip' burgers. Also noticed a lot of hoody kid types around after 4pm. I'm not on the streets at that time normally.

As you might know, today is 'that day'. I think I might lay in bed for a moment, get some energy and mental strength before doing anything else today. If I can do anything else today. Not feeling so great right now.