dear diary,

trying to get on with my tasks for today. I started around 11am today. Not with the best motivation in mind. I am now trying to...get on with things.

At the moment working on a job application, that I don't really want to write. But I'm forcing myself to. Once I do it I will have swallowed my egg for today....hopefully. I swallowed an egg yesterday. At least once a day. I think that I might have to swallow more than one on some days...if I can.

In other news...I'm having weird flashbacks to the past. Things like the corridors in the arts block at bristol university, or the refrectory back in 2004. I'm feeling a little haunted by it.

I have to just push on.