dear diary,

busy weekend. a sociable weekend. I had a lot of social contact, which is nice.

Something weird is happening...'activist girl' and i are chatting a lot...and the relationship sort of mirrors the one with Marie.

It's like...she expressses her negativity and dread, and I express mine...and we sort of soak in it together.

I don't think it's healthy. I also find it to be...attractive.

I should avoid listening to that inner nature of myself. I should make a new inner nature. I don't have room to sabotage my life.

Anyway I wrote this so I can now get rid of that negative thought