It is tempting to go and lay down and have a wank until 5pm and then go to somerfield and scoff while watching more porn afterwards.
I shall try to do more today. Today I voted, came home from my girlfriend's place, unpacked, checked letters, checked my balance and so on.
I applied to do a volunteering thing for my (former) university. I think that volunteering is my next step in life; since looking for jobs is a continul thing and I must keep busy even if things are difficult. I shall apply to do some volunteering and see if that helps me. I am also quite worried that my housing benefit/council tax benefit hasn't come in yet: I should have been paid £560 at the first of the month; I need that money to pay for my council tax.
At the moment I am to keep myself busy. My book review is planned to be complete in 16 days. I must get to that pretty hurredly and have scheduled a reading plan. It's weird being back 'home' again. It's lonely. I feel like things are quite bleak but all I can do is persist and see if my life can be made better by me and my innovativeness.
A noted change in my personality is that i am listening to a lot of self-help podcasts: improving my grammar, manners, and listening to comedy and radio 4 documentaries. It is as good as music for me; although that said I have found a slight minor shift in my musical palette currently, I am yearning a bit more for the darkness again.
I shall try to do more today. Today I voted, came home from my girlfriend's place, unpacked, checked letters, checked my balance and so on.
I applied to do a volunteering thing for my (former) university. I think that volunteering is my next step in life; since looking for jobs is a continul thing and I must keep busy even if things are difficult. I shall apply to do some volunteering and see if that helps me. I am also quite worried that my housing benefit/council tax benefit hasn't come in yet: I should have been paid £560 at the first of the month; I need that money to pay for my council tax.
At the moment I am to keep myself busy. My book review is planned to be complete in 16 days. I must get to that pretty hurredly and have scheduled a reading plan. It's weird being back 'home' again. It's lonely. I feel like things are quite bleak but all I can do is persist and see if my life can be made better by me and my innovativeness.
A noted change in my personality is that i am listening to a lot of self-help podcasts: improving my grammar, manners, and listening to comedy and radio 4 documentaries. It is as good as music for me; although that said I have found a slight minor shift in my musical palette currently, I am yearning a bit more for the darkness again.
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hello stranger, keep at it things will work out. J.
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