Thursday, June 18, 2009

no motivation

It's nearly 2pm.

I've mainly been in bed masturbating today. I've been checking some emails and watching the iPlayer. This is a very bad day. I feel kind of down since last night after finding out the sheer impossibility about the application I was thinking I could apply to; they would turn me down, I think. I'm going to have to try in a vain attempt. It's scary.

Time to keep going. I must get out of bed. I feel no motivation. I would go for a jog but I'm a bit in pain from yesterday. Maybe I'll force a jog out of myself later: if my clothes are dry...



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