Tuesday, April 21, 2009

quick post

I'm going to give a quick post just for the sake of posting (otherwise I never get it done)

I was away for the weekend +1 day with my girlfriend. Antonia was having period pains so I stayed an extra day; her daughter was also poorly so I decided to look after the latter so that Antonia could work.

Okay, so now that I'm back in my flat, I have to face my own miserable life. I see the undergraduates coming back to the city now that term has started again; not only that, they are in summer gear and are all sexually arousing and frustrating (also I am a bit envious that I'm not in university anymore).

So, anyway. I am back and the first thing I did as I got back was have a big wank. Now that is out of my system I have a few jobs to apply to that sounded quite juicy when I saw them advertised by email (I checked on my phone).

One positive I am stating is that I have lost about 7lbs this week despite eating about 3-4 tubs of ice cream. You can eat naughty food so long as you 'do the time' (jogging for me). I am also partly hoping that stomach worms infest me. I'm a bit tempted to go to the ADC meeting this evening. I've not really socialised with new people for a long time. Perhaps I've forgotten how to do it and stuck in that place where I only stick with people I know.

Anyway. I should say that I have had a few close calls this weekend in terms of my mood. Once when Antonia shouted at me for keeping the light on, and another after her emotional cathartic episode. I'm feeling a bit worn down, and perhaps I am too complacent in my current situation. I must see this as temporary and that I'll end up either in a university or a nice graduate job.

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