That, I learned is called Manacheanism
My demons are:
- Self doubt - That means I don't have faith that the things I want and the way I want the world to be can really be realised
- Regret - that means, certain events in my life I wish ended up differently and I blame my current situation on those events.
- The belief that I could have made more of my life
- Comparing myself to other people
- My body issues and lack of acceptance of it
- Worrying about money
- Worrying about the future and my lack of a future
- The sadness I have of feeling I've lost something in my life that I could or should have had
I wish I could fight these demons.
I feel like the only way I can is to simplify the problem: make it about food and eating.
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