dear diary,

this evening I had a salad for dinner. It was really nice. It had a luxurious olive oil and balsamic vinegar copiously surrounding it.

I want to tell myself that  Ican have dinners like these, meals which are salads and light foods, not high caloric monstrosities.

When I do tell myself that I want to think that I will get mens health abs and I will be successful and beautiful and even if I hate myself I will be beautiful on the outside.

I was within my calories today, even though I had a pack of skittles (for badminton energy)