Sunday, February 10, 2013

sunday morning, 1031

went out yesterday to the meeting.

Wasn't as planned. Because there was not blooming plan. Someone had to play the leader that wasn't comfortable with it.

I felt a bit anxious towards the end. It was a lot of energy being in that kind of environment.

I'm a bit sad.

I've been thinking about how the gay marriage issue doesn't really move things as forward as they could. I also am thinking about cliques. I don't like cliques. I don't like how they form, and I don't like the inevitability of them.

I'm feeling mia at the moment. Mia's around, like a shadow. In a deep jungian sense, she is my shadow. I'll never get rid of her. Mia is a part of me in a deeper way than I ever realised.

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