Things that happened yesterday:
- Badminton
- Went to an environmental meeting
- recieved extra shift at work
- practiced piano and melodica
- Sent job application (just one)
- Weight training
Overall, pretty mentally taxing. Couldn't do anymore by the time I went home. I was chatting to a nice girl on okcupid. She seems really cute.
Got a weird text from Adora. Not sure whether to reply or not. I think she's having a me-relapse. The kind that if I reply it will start a bad circle again.
So what shall I do today? Well Today starts with breakfast. I got a call last night from my boss, effectively asking about if I can come in earlier. I do like the prospect of getting extra money next month from the extra shift. Every little helps. Yesterday was unusual, in the sense that I actually felt almost, almost, optimistic. I saw a beautiful story on the news about how Parliament has approved of Gay Marriage.
I know its a bad thing to say when I'm a current affairs blogger, but my life has been going in such a direction, where stuff going on in life outside of my head hardly takes too much of my attention. I know what happens after this. I don't get the jobs. I feel miserable for two months, and then the cycle begins again where I pick myself up. I'm almost picking myself up. I'm almost making something out of my pitiful life.
Please, please, can I get a break? I've even started praying.
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