Good morning. I woke up around 5am. Last night I wasn't feeling very well. I had an online cyber chat with a girl that I know online that was kinda weird. Well not weird for her or me, except it was weird for me after it happened, i.e. now.
I said things that were too honest. Things about my feelings of vulnerability, that she liked. Things I don't like are being too open. Being too vulnerable, being delirious to a girl I don't know so well.
Kinda tired, but its a good thing. I'm up early. I did have a very weird thought: of how appealing it would be to drink some whiskey right now. That's kind of wrong. That's really wrong. I havne't drunk anything since that little finger last sunday or so, but its weird I have that urge.
Maybe I'll do some catchup tasks. In the words of Henry Kelly: play catchup
Onwards
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