Tuesday, July 1, 2008

A thing to learn about myself...

Anger is my way of hiding sadness.

I can't open up to someone, so I hide with anger.

Its something I do because I am not just able to open up to someone...

I feel so hurt, that I just can't open up to anyone anymore.

I only write with such candid honesty here, because, I'm anonymous. I could be anyone.

If ever it was found out who Conatus was in a way that would put 'Conatus' in danger, or me, I'd just stop writing and never open up even as a 'pseudo person'

Antonia says that the anger is hurting her, but she loves me all the same.

The anger is just one expression of this pain that is tearing me up inside.

It hurts so much, and no one even cares...

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