Saturday, July 5, 2008

Another revelation

Rejection upsets me.

Rejection is (inter alia) a theme of my triggers.

Moriarty got voted for president...I didn't

He's better than me, thinner, doing a more important academic subject, a higher rank of student, had girlfriends, got a beard, got funding, flirtatious, knows german, taller, deeper voice, cooler clothes, more aesthete....

I'm never good enough.

I feel both angry and sad.

I feel so upset that they chose moriarty over me....

I feel so alone.

Got an overwhelming urge to purge...

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