Saturday, May 31, 2008

Walking on eggshells

Too many things make me experience triggers.

1. Things that remind me of marie
2. Things that remind me of my inadequacy compared to Moriarty
3. Food, reminds me I am fat
4. Waking up and breathing air, reminding me I am in a bit of a shit situation I need to climb out of
5. Smells, remind me of the bad times when I was in hospital, the smell of stale floor cleaner, the stale cigarette smell, the hospital smells, the hospital toilets engineered in line with political correctness to suit wheelchair users, those toilets which are modified to house wheelchair users are triggers to me. Certain faces are triggers. Seeing nurses, doctors, triggers.

My next post will attempt to talk about how triggers make me feel...

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