Things that make me feel hope

• got extra work this week
• as long as I'm breathing I still can change things

Things that make me feel vulnerable

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• I'm frightened by an analyst job vacancy that i need to apply to
• I'm frightened by preparing for civil service test
• I'm frightened about relapsing

Things htat have happened lately:

• I've submitted a review for the Sentinel's Games page
• I've been to a funeral on sunday
• I went to a house party on saturday
• I got a free game
• I got some extra hours and days to work this week
• I'm working on sunday this coming week

• I'm actually really sleepy right now. Perhaps I'll go on and ...face the next day. 

I feel so in touch with my inner vulnerable right now. It's scary, makes me feel small. Makes me also pensie for my actions in the future

Time for bed now