Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Dear Diary,

I've lived long enough not to care for platitudes. (insert platitude here).

Really feels quite tough to motivate myself at the moment. I can't get myself to do the bank of england job application because...I'm scared.

I'm scared I'll fail, like i always do. I'm scared the other analyst job will just be a disappointment. So scared that I won't bother to try.

I have to shake out of it.

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