I got my childhood records.

 

It's quite upsetting.

It says things like:

 

• We can't assess Conatus' true ability because of his anxiety and problems with interaction
• My difficulties at school
• A list of who my friends were and information about them - including how one of them had a mother with schizophrenia
• My childhood records show evidence of a fixation with violence

 

This is new information. Its upsetting me.