Tuesday, March 26, 2013

tuesday thoughts (ambient silence of the external fan at 2356)

I had a middling anxiety attack today. Not massive, but not small. Middling makes it sound small.


It was bad though. It made me feel really upset.


Things I did today:

  • Badminton
  • Got extra shift at work (4 hours in easter)
  • Bought Earphones (no charge - used amazon voucher)
  • Blogging stuff

Things I need to do

  • Job Search
  • Job applying
  • Get interviews
  • Get money
  • Get my life back

I'm not doing so well right now. I find comfort in food. Don't really find much else a comfort. Masturbating a bit. Alcohol not really. I'm supposed to be drinking on saturday night. Not so keen.

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