Wednesday, August 26, 2009

darkness looms

my girlfriend isn't happy that i moved. she called it cowardice, called me a fool. she's threatening me.

If the relationship ends. I'm not sure how things will work out. I will be stranded..

It's always nice to know, or to think that you have somewhere else to go.

That makes one a bit of an outsider, or a bit more worldly than thou. If she's leaving me, then, I'm scared of the future. I face it alone, and worst of all. I face it in the realisation that, I am inadequate after all, out of the illusion of relationship-land.

Yup, that takes my boner away.

I wish she could listen to me more.

She isn't being very understanding at my difficult decision.

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