Tuesday, December 30, 2008

...there's lots of things I want to say..

...but they never come out when Im in front of the laptop.

My friends from college make me feel like shit
my parents don't approve of my PhD, and they have been so great at supporting me
my girlfriend is so amazing supporting me, and i've disappointed her, i actually don't deserve her, Im worried she will leave me.
I'm in the worst financial situation
I have nothing to show for myself or my life

that feels strangely better, i have that feeling of a blocked snotty nose, red eyes, and almost having cried. catharsis, I think they call it.

i still feel shit. I should start purging or something

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