Admission. I'm listening to an album on Spotify. A band that got some BBC radio airplay between 2009-2011. I followed them for years before their album release and mainstream publicity.

And the singer/guitarist was...my brother. 

He was very cool and a different person back then. There's something about this music, that it is stuck in a moment of time. I feel like I need to go back to some past state of myself, because the present isn't doing so well right now. The present me struggles.