Thursday, March 13, 2008

Plus and Minus

Positives of the past few days:

Since monday I have been using a new way of organising my time that the woman at mentoring suggested. Seems to help. My PDA is helping me do things and having a struture to the day motivates me a little.

I may go to visit Antonia sometime. She loves me, and wants to help me. Perhaps I don't feel the same way, but its nice to have a real friend who wants me to get better, and there is a little sexual tension between us; but the stronger feeling she has is the concern. I just feel bad that I don't love her in the way I do for marie.

Negatives:

My feelings about marie
triggers
lonliness
being behind at work

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