Friday, August 15, 2008

not talking

you know, minus MSN conversations with certain people; I hardly talk to anyone.

I hardly talk to anyone, and even the people i do; they don't know me intimately.

And you know what?

Im not even sure that bothers me.

it used to; i used to feel really depressed in my first year of uni, cos I spent days not talking to anyone and feeling isolated.

Not to say I am any happier; but, I guess in a way i've accepted it; but i have new problems now. New things to distress me; for instance, i just purged...but like...there wasn't any food in me. It was just a fucking energy drink that i had after leaving the gym that i purged.

That and acid, got to love the acid.

acid purge...a dry heave one may call it.

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