Yesterday: had an interview, didn't get it So I wasted the day feeling miserable and tired. Today was slightly different. Practiced piano, caught up on my correspondence, did some tutoring, got paid for it, went to the gym, lifted heavy stuff, put it down, went to body balance class, got my body so wrecked that i was grunting on the mat like i was having sex with it. I was crying tears of sadness as well as pain at the class. Nobody notices because everything in that class is nightmarishly hard. i feel shit, but I'm working on it.

 

I have been complacent with my diet. I'll work on this a bit more. If I lose a bit of weight before the wedding, I'll have a better fit in my suit, I fit in well into the suit, but, every little helps.