In other news:

• Nice girl on OkC asks me out. I get panic attack and decline
• Trans friend from OkC re-appears and asks to meet up for coffee
• Cute bi guy asks me out - heavily intimation of sex (scared/anxious)

Also

• Anxious about interacting with female colleagues, especially the ones who call me 'love', or 'sexy'. I don't want to be alone with anyone at Christmas party