i have friends. I have long time friends, maybe they are good friends.

I want a friend like Marie was to me. I was vulnerable around her and I could be myself. Some friends I open up aspects but when soem incident happens that opens me up, I close myself to them. There's a female friend who goes out with a good friend of mine who has been messaging me a lot lately, its fun sometimes but when I'm sad its just too much for me to put up a front.

Right now, the facade is breaking. My friend suggested when I feel this way I should run. Run and don't look back. I'm tempted right now.