- Marie invited me to a get-together for her birthday
- Marie hugged me and gave me a peck on the cheek a couple of times, saying she appreciated the gift and coming along (but that's how she acts around everyone). I did at one point while she gave some guys hugs, she gave me a hug and kissed me gently on the cheek. It feels so unreal
- I gave her a present on Friday; and she hugged me later on when we were on our own; she then expressed quiet concern for my wellbeing. The same was of last night; she said to me 'get some sleep', she whispered it, as if to show her true self.
Negatives:
- I find this passion difficult to bear
- I have so much work to do
- I am so distracted
- She is in my dreams
- She is giving me hope that I cannot cash out
- There are so many other (better) guys who know her; I can't compete with them
- SHe is perfect; I don't want anyone other than her. I can't have her, therefore, I don't want anyone else
- Corollorary: I am on my own again
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