10 years ago on this day I was hospitalised.

It was my darkest day. Except maybe for today.

I'm facing a lot of dark times. A lot of people around the world have fears about the new political situation of Trump getting elected. The mood at the sentinel is very low right now.

I wish I had some kind of pastoral lesson or positive message of strength. I'm just getting on. I'm making sure that my room and the house is tidy and in order.

Fuck that reminds me- I need to get my washing done.