Things I did on friday:

• Got paid
• Gym class
• Went for a walk - got lunch and put money into oyster, got a metro from the train station 
• Picked up my new meds
• Upped medication of sertraline - 75mg for a week, then up to 100
• stupour (if i'm honest)
• TV Catchup
• £20 in oyster
• went to restaurant

I don't think I'll ever feel normal. 

I fucked up.