dear diary,

I'm going through hell right now. I'm exhausted and my brain feels like it's shut down. I don't know how I am going to face life feeling like this. It feels so hard to fight, I really need to shake out of it, but I can't seem to will myself out of it.

It's official. Depression is back.

The good news of today is that I am upright and can manage to sit on my chair.