Yesteray I had a panic attack.

I had to go to work (at 8pm) to resolve it.

Today I have been feeling a bit tired. I've been resting up. I had such a massive anxiety episode that I didn't even do the stuff I planned for the night. I just relaxed instead. Now I'm making up for it.

I have a website that I use, jots.me to keep a track of things. I've used it to make a shopping list of 'aspirational' products that I need. In doing this I made a list since about september 2013 of things that when I actually start getting money I might look into.

Now I have and I've made a start on ticking off various things on the list.

I think this is a sign of life 'getting better'. Despite the panic attack.