Wednesday, February 20, 2008

What is this feeling?

She makes me anxious
She makes me scared
She makes me doubt
She makes me fear
She makes me nervous
She makes me hide from her
She makes me cry
She intimidates me
She makes me feel small
It seems as if she is pushing me away
She seems so distant.

I feel horrible.
I feel so lonely
I feel hopeless
I am scared to talk to her more...I can't compete with the life she lives, the friends she has.

Is this what an infatuation is supposed to be?

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