I just thought I'd have the time to do a post in between things (liminally as those cool aging millennials say). 

I just tallied my assets. It's gone down 2%. President Trump's' tarfiff business has screwed my savings, I'm trying to get a mortage in principle statement right now. It's not the worst thing in the world. I'm still 80k but...yeah, annoying.

Emotionally I'm really tied to J but she's basically ghosted me. I've growing feelings for L but I want it to happen in the right way for the right reasons, plus she's in a different place in life where the things I want' aren't necessarily the things she wants. I feel very isolated. I found a new therapist. I'm going to spend the rest of today's desk based tasks on doing a pre-write for therapy and then I'll go to the gym.