Dear Diary,

the phrase 'hit the ground running' comes to mind when something that holds you back no longer holds you back. But, I feel too tired to hit anything or run while hitting it.

My biggest challenge to day is staying upright on a chair.

Dear Diary,

It's been quite a while since I've posted. Every post I seem to say that.

My computer hasn't been in the best health of late. I think that's going to change now after some tweaks.

I realise that I have a lot of problems, a lot of challenges in my life and inside myself. I realise my greatest demon is myself.

I'm quite depressed lately but ...lots has happened in life so I haven't lost all that time to depression.

Let's see where to start:

• I'm an almost subeditor lately
• I have a bit more money due to more work
• I bought some new clothes
• I like reading print newspapers and magazines more 
• I have more grey hairs
• I have a greater receding hairline
• I have night terrors
• I feel constantly tired